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Post by Piñacolada on Apr 22, 2010 18:14:51 GMT
 *hugs back* *munches cookie* Am not doing too bad today, was my school trip so that kept my busy! And now am hopefully gonna see liverpool win to cheer me up more!! |
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Post by Dizzy on Sept 23, 2010 22:46:38 GMT
So i just have to get this out and kinda rant.
My ex boyfrined (I hate that word) is using a picture I took of him as his profile picture on facebook still. It was a great memory for me. We were goofing off with a huge plastic spider my mom had sent up for Halloween and it had a suction cup on it and he'd suctioned it on his forehead and was coming at me trying to kiss me with it and tickling me and it was just an all around great memory and I snapped a picture.
And now some girl who he's just added to his facebook is commenting on it saying how cute it is and calling him "silly boy". and it's just s annoying and really put him in a bit of a funk. I am already depressed from everything.. it's not even been 3 months since he left me. I am lonely and the onset of fall here comes soon so it's already gloomy and rainy and so it's adding to my down mood. But then to see shit like this.
On top of all this. Right after he left he messaged me one time on AIM and i had mentioned there had been things I wanted to say to him before he left and i didn't get the chance to and he asked if it was too late and if i wanted to still say them. i said it was not too late, but at that time it was late at night and i was on my way to bed and had to work in the morning and didn't want to go into it. So i wrote a letter with all the things in it i didn't say and maybe felt I couldn't say to his face. I held onto it for a while waiting to see if there were things I wanted to add or take out if it was too much as I wrote it kinda in the heat of the moment. I was also waiting till my birthday to see if he'd say anything to me for my birthday.. I thought it might be a tell tell sign if he was jsut totally cutting me out or something liek that. And so the day before my birthday i was over at a firneds house and logged onto SL real quick to to show them something and he logged on saying how he's not seen me on lately and we haven't really talked and he just wanted to make sure and wish me a happy birthday. So that night i sent the letter to him. I kinda hid from him for 2 weeks. i wouldn't log onto things when he was on and if he came on i would log off. But after two weeks of that I stopped hiding because it was really cutting into me doing things I wanted to. Since sending the letter I NEVER got a response from him at all. Since stopping hiding from him he's not tried to talk to me. And it's rather dissapointing because I brought up so many issues and asking if he had been lying about his feelings the whole time because he DID lie and pretend affection for two months before telling me he was leaving me. He;s not once tried to say anything to me to protest that claim. And it really hurts. And to see him adding girls to his facebook that then are flirting with him.. I just wish i were able to turn off and forget the last 2 1/2 years so easily like he seems to have been able to in under 3 months. It's jsut another thing that adds to my depression because it makes it that I meant nothing to him cause there was no trouble getting over me.
I am sorry I am ranting. It's jsut seeing that girl comment on the picture I took of him and taint the happy memory well hit me weirdly.
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Post by Piñacolada on Sept 26, 2010 13:38:19 GMT
Aww Dizzy Rant all you like! What you've been going through is so hard I know, I've been dealing with it too... At least you got the chance to say everything you wanted, no regrets... I know it hurts that he won't tell you the truth. Am pretty sure my ex was seeing someone behind my back the last month or so we were together. There's damming evidence but he won't admit it to me... Kept saying it was "none of my business".. I won't speak to him anymore now as I find that really hurtful, not just that he did it, but that he won't admit it to me. I don't need someone who things that little of me in my life... Although, even after I knew this, seeing him flirting with other women still hurt.. But I guess maybe it also can help you move on? It helped to make me realise nothing would ever happen between us again, so I had to get strong and start a new chapter. Maybe deleting him off fb might help? I know it's hard and you can't just turn your feelings off.. you want to know what they're doing. But I can honestly say, I am much happier since I deleted my ex and stopped wondering what he was up to. I just think about me now! I now have my own lovely house, lost weight, cut my hair short and dyed it red! Hehe. I feel like am over him  And it feels great! No one new on the scene yet, but am enjoying myself.. so i live in hope! I really hope you find somebody new too Dizz, you deserve it. But don't give up hope coz I haven't!! (And reading back up this thread, things looked pretty crappy for me a few months back!) |
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Post by Dizzy on Nov 4, 2010 18:05:35 GMT
When Late Night came out i started bumming around the social forum area at MTS and it's just reminded me why I left there in the first place. Why do i even try!?
Some one started a thread asking who (like the OP) was already disappointed with LN? And because at that time i had already played for about 12 hours I felt i had a pretty good idea of how i felt about some of the things of the new EP and so of course someone who is NOT at all disappointed with any aspect of the EP comes in and like attacks me for my opinion! If you like the EP then DON'T read a thread titled asking for people who are disappointed with it to post. Obviously you aren't going to agree with what the others are going to be saying. AAAARRRGGGHHH! It just annoys me and I am most annoyed at myself for even bothering to post there.
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Post by Shell on Nov 7, 2010 4:12:02 GMT
Take heart Diz, its probably some 'child' (be they of actual age or mental age) that has nothing really better to do than start a fight or feels that only their opinion matters.
Ignore them! Its great for them they love every aspect of the game (wish i did) but don't not continue to post because of people like them.
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Post by Dizzy on Nov 7, 2010 6:17:47 GMT
Yeah i just ignored her after she came after me the second time. I have seen some of her other posts around that forum and she does seem very childish.
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Post by Dizzy on Oct 25, 2011 23:27:21 GMT
I love having a new and powerful computer i really do... but I am also getting highly annoyed at it.
I went from Windows XP to Windows 7 so a lot of my other programs and devices don't work with Windows 7 and I am having to search the web to find plug-in drivers to make things work. One main one being my photo negative scanner.
Of course this annoyance is made worse because i need to desperately use the scanner today.
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And it feels great! No one new on the scene yet, but am enjoying myself.. so i live in hope!
I am a mum! My daughter was born 7 Jan 2013